Just a quick post..Im back for the second time in a month to the carolinas for some personal busniess, a couple doctors appointments and to wrap up johnnys move...
Im staying with Th0r bear and his hubbie
I flew southwest for the first time in my life and can i say i was pleasently suprised... It was a very nice flight and since you pick your own seat, i choose to sit between two hot bears.. Woofs.. The one was asleep most of the time, with a noticable tent... The guy to me right commented he musta not found a hooker in vegas... LoL..
I arrived with no issues and lots of iccky humidty.. Once i got here i relized much to my dismay my wallet with $150 in cash was GONE! Mortifited i have called every one and canceled everything... GRRR'S
R.I.P 2005 Liquid Grey Ford Focus SE with 62,534 miles... You where hit 04/08/2009 and prononunced dead 04/24/2009... You where such a great car, but your time came early in life.. Some dumb bitch decided she needed to insert a new dvd for her kids in her van and ran a red light.. You never saw her coming.. Your side impact air bags deployed and you gave it your best to protect me.. I am settling with Nationwide for the small pennance i will get for you..
But in the mean time, i had to replace you.. So today, i formally present to you, your replacement: A Autum Orange 1999 Ford Explorer Sport with 90K.. I paid 3,000 for him and hes such a nice truck.. Bought from an older man in Fountain Hills and always garage kept.. Not 1 spot of rust, even on the tail pipe..
All i will say is that i tend not to pay attetntion to patterns in my life and i tend to repeat things.
As of May 1st, 2009, i will be living alone... ALL alone...
The person who has been living with me will be GONE! YIPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
First time, truly alone with no one there....
And i am so ok with that...
I am staying with friends until he is gone, because of the indcredible amount of tension in the house.. Can you so UNCOMFERTABLE??
Had a gentlemen caller over one night and he planned to stay the weekend (NOTHING DIRTY had happened yet) however, said louse threw a fit because he was doing laundry (i have become the laundry mat of phoenix (dirty thoughts away people))
Only sad part is the dog bonded with him and not me.. So dog goes buh by...
Sigh... Oh well... I will live i guess..
And I also have the car itch again... Since i got my Santa Fe back, i see no need for two practical cars... I want a truck now... But i can't find one i can afford...My focus plus $1500.... Which should equate to $7,0000.Which is what i find resonable to spend on a damn car.. Not $15,000..That equals car loan... And i dont do car loans any more... Feh!
OK the wretch who is living with me needs to go.. Period.. I have tried and tired to throw him out and he won't go.. DOing some reserch and getting ideas.. What can i do to get rid of him????
Hes a fuckin neat freak and doily queen who regulary has some one over to sleep with...
Well its 3:30 am here, after several large and stiff drinks, and my meds (YES I KNOW I SHOULDNT DRINK) I am trying to cope with another death... My uncle jim passed away at Charlottes Medical Center 2 am, est.. He had a massive stroke and never came back... Very sudden and very un expected.. He was 55 years old and some one who i cherished in my life.. Also some one who very few knew about..
Because of my childhood, i was raised between Western NC and Miami Florida.. Jim and Tammy lived in Miami for many years, as thats where he was raised.. Its rather odd how hes related to me, but hes kinda a distant cousin.. Hes been my last piller keeping me up and up with everything going on... They took me when ever grams and gramps couldn't or had something going on... They owned a home near my grandparents and came back and forth alot mainly for me..
Tammy was survived by 3 kids and 1 grand child. She is thinking about moving here to Phoenix as 2 of her kids live in Nevada and the third lives in Oregon..
This is probably one of the most painful parts of my life to ever deal with and its going to be rough over the next few days..
I deal with issues of being abandoned and left alone every day.. I hate feeling alone, but in the same time i don't want to burden others with my drama and life...
And as every day passes, i seem to feel more and more alone.. Im down to my mom and grandparents and 1 aunt and uncle and 3 cousins.. Thats it.... Mom and i arent close Grams and I are Every one else is just there...
Gawd what am i gonna do? I just want to be hugged and heald right now.. Its almost a year since my daddy died... Almost two since i lost Chris...
Ok playing around bored.. My condo is located in hte back twords the mountain.. if you look dead straight at the map i am the bulding whose back faces the gulley on the left side if you where facing the mountain) i am on the left hand side of the budling, with the octogone shaped roof
Home Depot Expo has died and is going out of busniess... And i got this $600 chandalier for $125!!!! Woot Woot... The pendants have yet to be put up, but they where $5 a piece...
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